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[03 Oct 2004|11:37am] |
this is the last time im going to bother with this thing. it dosent really mean anything to anyone, and i figure im just wasting my time. not everyone needs to know whats going on with me, or how i feel, and if you really cared you would ask.
good bye everyone.
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DC
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[29 Sep 2004|09:00pm] |
im stealing Lilly's guitar. i dont think its even hers, but she dosent use it, and id like to.
i actually did my homework tonight, and i feel good about it. like i actually accomplished something. not that a critical analysis of a Am. History movie is anything to get excited about, but i figure, im gunna try adn make the most of this. there isnt too much time left untill i get out of tarpon, and high school all together.
for some reason im really motivated right now. i feel like im so much better than all the shit that goes on here. i know im gunna make it somewhere. im going to do something that really matters, that makes a difference. and maybe not everyone will see it, but if i can live for me, and get something out of this life for myself, and those that really matter to me, if i can make an impact on jsut one person, thats enough. i dont need to worry about changing the world. im jsut one person, i cant do it all. i cant stop world hunger, i cant stop all the wars, i cant end the cruelty, but knowing its out there puts me that much farther than the rest of the people suffering in this wasteland. ive talked to so many people, adn even though they might not care, no matter how self-centered they are, at least i know they heard. i cant shove anything down someones throat, but i can put something out there for them to pursue if they so choose.
i know what i want, and though its vague, its better than nothing. im not going to let this sorry excuse for a home get the best of me. all these kids that arnt fighting for anything and are jsut going to waste away, but I still have hope for me and my friends, we know what were doing, and its an awsome feeling to know that there are a few other kids out there that think like me. that know theres more to life than tarpon springs, than high school, than the neptune lounge.
i feel so good right now. and nothing i just wrote really made sense, im jsut trying to figure things out. and i honestly dont care what a single one of you thinks.
i really love life right now.
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DC
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[29 Sep 2004|02:19pm] |
well, the papers for me to go to eastlake have been faxed. and im not changing my mind this time. i might as well get one decent year out of high school.
and, im buying a ticket to rise against today... should be interesting alone
thats all
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DC
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[25 Sep 2004|06:15am] |
so, thursday night ended up being better than thursday day. me and alexis and sam laughed so hard. i hadnt laughed like that in like a year. it was almost to the point of having to pull the car over. it feels so good to do that when youve jsut been down for no real reason.
and yesterday... well it was all over teh map. i got to see matt which was great, and we saw a movie, that i thought would be about my little boy, but it wasnt.
but also yesterday... i found out one of my closest friends has been lieing to me. and not just little lies, and its not anything that could hurt me either, but the situation is quite major. i really dont know what to think about it. and i cant talk to her about it.
so other than that, today is tarpon fest, i work 7-12 in the morning today, me and abbie are going to a soccer game.... today will be busy, but it should be good.
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DC
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